Often it happens, what is want to say to someone – remains unsaid. That silence and mum for years builds up in our hearts and minds. Here is a series of “Unposted Letters” which will feature emotions – feelings – thoughts of people who have something to say.
I met you when I was only a child, and was drawn to you.
You were well known and greatly respected in your chosen field. I was delighted to be “liked” by you, and enjoyed the extra support and encouragement you gave me.
You were my coach, my mentor.
In time you became more important to me than my parents, family or friends.
I was happy to be around you, to babysit for you, to have extra training with you.
You were using me. Creating a friendship built on a lie. After one year you made your move. Within weeks you had enveloped me in a giant net, from which I could not escape.
I was too young to understand. I did not have the courage to ask for help.
My friends deserted me.
My reaction to my distress, shame and hurt at what was happening, caused me to become withdrawn at home. My mom and dad could not reach me. Even surrounded by brothers and sisters and loving parents, I was alone.
You had succeeded in your mission.
As I grew up you tightened the noose. You stalked me. Trying to control every moment of my day from a distance.
However you made one miscalculation. I was not as weak as you thought. A combination of my mothers steely nature and my fathers quiet strength, allowed me to break free.
And then I came looking for you.
I discovered many more who were also looking.
You ran, escaping to a faraway country. The news broke. My family struggled. Unwelcome notoriety came knocking on our door. Others took up the call and went looking for you.
A legal loophole stopped us. You can stay where you are.
Some may say we never got justice.
I say that I am well and happy. You took my childhood but that is only a few short years, I have reclaimed my life.
I am glad I will never again see you.
I will never forget what you took from me, nor will I ever forgive you.
But you no longer control my life.
You cannot say that about your own life. You have to be ever watchful. Because wherever you go we find you.
As I hug my husband and hold my children close, I smile and think of you.
Abandoned by your family, pursued by press and authorities with ever increasing financial difficulties.
You are living the life you deserve.
I am writing this letter to let you know,
I too am living the life I deserve!
Guest post by Tric
Powerful and sets you free I hope it helps someone else in the same situation. Thank you for sharing, these words need to be heard loud and clear.
Our ability to pull through the worst problems is our greatest asset! Nice post. -Angela
Thank you, your so right. We all have an innate will to survive.
Your post shares a genuine message to many others beautifully! I am glad your heart and spirit are so free to write and share the way you do…refreshing us all so daily! Spiritual hugs and blessings my sister! God bless you and your family!
Thank you. It has been a long road but I am very happy where I am today.
Your series of Unposted letters is really awesome…this is very moving congrats to your guest!
I enjoyed it! Thank you for a good read.
I really like this music of Linkin Park. I like the chorus of the song! Well,I’m fan of them hahaha
Your Unposted Letters – how clever! Bravo!!!!
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A brave retelling. Much admired.
Am so sorry that you went through this trial, & hope that this person gets some help in some way. I have gone through a lot with others because I was always having to move & never had a secure life. I can say I had some good parents because they took good care of me, but I always had to get new friends which wasn’t hard to do sometimes. I just had a lot of people give me hell though when I first got to my new school. I gave these people just as much sometimes when I could to get them straightened out too. They woke up quick. I do like this post a lot & am sure it woke a few people up about this type of thing going on. Thanks & have a great day!